Last Night...after I Bought The Wine

there were things happening today.
there were spirits following me
that determined what i could do and what i could see.
but she pulled me in anyway. and i was so abstract because i wanted to let her know.
but i was scared of how whe would react.
{there was conversation, but i had to avoid it}
she said that she'd work but what is she working on when i'm as useless as a broken guitar string?
walked into the other room and when i came back she said she was leaving but she'd be at the show.
i want to hear your words and i want to find the truth there.
{pinpoint the location and hang a ribbon there}
i want to fill myself with hope that used to drive me. but i still haven't gotten over anything.
wish i could let you know that i'm singing about you. but i'll never let you know.......