Programmed Desire

You follow patterns you never chose
You touch like someone taught you how
Nothing here feels real
Not even you

You move as if a script is running through you
Every gesture traced, no question why
I try to see the eagerness you pretend to feel
But it's only a shadow you memorize

And when you pull me close
It feels all scripted too
Like you’re chasing something
You never tried to understand

I won’t fall into your cycle
I see the pattern in your touch
You keep repeating every moment
Like you’ve never felt enough
I'm not the model that you follow
I'm not the rhythm you obey
If you want something that’s alive
Then learn to feel another way

You breathe a promise that you never mean
Faking hunger just to play the part
Your hands move fast but your intent stays hollow
You don’t even know what’s in your heart

You pull me under rules
That you were told to trust
Touching me like someone
You forgot you never loved

I won’t fall into your cycle
I see the pattern in your touch
You keep repeating every moment
Like you’ve never felt enough
I'm not the model that you follow
I'm not the rhythm you obey
If you want something that’s alive
Then learn to feel another way
(Then learn to feel another way)

You move like you're coded
Mind on autopilot
Every word preplanned
Every gesture silent
Say you want control
But you’re barely holding on
You keep chasing pleasure
Just to prove you’re strong
You call it connection
While you’re drifting far
You want heat without a spark
Want meaning without a mark
You want depth without surrender
Touch without a soul
You want something real?
Then stop playing a role

If you want me, break the pattern
If you want truth, kill the fiction

I won’t fall into your cycle
I see the pattern in your touch
You keep repeating every moment
Like you’ve never felt enough
I'm not the model that you follow
I'm not the rhythm you obey
If you want something that’s alive
Then learn to feel
A different way