UNFEEL

I don't feel safe
In my own home
You always find me
When I'm alone

Out on the street
You took me down
Stole my life
Gave it back turned inside out
And now it's all I can do
To not scream to myself
Why

I didn't choose this life
I didn't choose this feeling
I didn't want this hurt
That reaches to the ceiling
Suffocating me
Making it hard to breathe
Whenever you're around, you're around, around

Whether I like it or not
You are all that I got
When I toss and turn at night
I know that you'll always be mine
I don't have to think twice
You and I are in this shit for life

It's involuntary
Your residence in my body
The vivid extraordinary colors
That you still haunt me in
Everything in me saying
Look away, look away, look away
Look away

But there's no way to undo this
No way I can unsee it
No I'll never unfeel all of the damage you've done

Whether I like it or not
You are all that I got