You Never Knew (I Lied)

Your cousin Cindy touched me once
I did not stop her so we carried on
During family holidays
She and I always found a way
You never knew, you never knew
You never knew I was so untrue
Because I lied, because I lied
Because I lied, I lied and I lied and I lied
When I said I was with Paul I was with Felicity Jones
the big-chested red head I swore I did not know
She cornered me while you were buying me a beer
She knew who you were but she did not care
You may have been wise
The whole time
You knew the wrong
Numbers were right
I hope the whole time
You were doing the same
So I will not have to
Swallow all of the blame
You said you were leaving
Because you did not feel needed
So I lied as I tried to agree
So you left me alone
With me and myself
So I drank and I drugged
To become someone else