metanoia (feat. ryen)

So throw me a lifeline
Bitch, I'm so tired of you
On the timeline
Like you got something to prove
It's so childish
Envious cypress
Afraid to let me be myself
You need metanoia

My spirit disturbs you
It's easy to tell
'Cause you're so adverse to
You treating me well
We're not destined to serve you
Not under your spell
Guess I shouldn't concern myself with the bullshit
The notion
You're not someone who would pull shit
And omit
All the truth you left me frostbit
I lost it
Let me drown in the ocean
Your hateful devotion sinks me

So throw me a lifeline
Bitch, I'm so tired of you
On the timeline
Like you got something to prove
It's so childish
Envious cypress
Afraid to let me be myself
You need metanoia

I know I fucked up now
I know I killed your self-esteem
Don't gotta tell me how it feels
'Cause everything was real to me, to me
I guess I'll just keep texting your momma
Pull up to the party with drama
It wasn't fate, it was karma
Fuck me in the back of your honda
I've been too caught up in myself to do right
I'm losing my patience everyday
I think I'm losing my life again

So throw me a lifeline
Bitch, I'm so tired of you
On the timeline
Like you got something to prove
It's so childish
Envious cypress
Afraid to let me be myself
You need metanoia
So throw me a lifeline
Bitch, I'm so tired of you
On the timeline
Like you got something to prove
It's so childish
Envious cypress
Afraid to let me be myself
You need metanoia