When I Was Pretty

My neighbor's screaming
Something is seething
I wanna go out
I want the feeling
I wanna blow up
I need a living
Protect my body
Wake up forgiving
I wanna love you, before I hate you
I wanna fuck you, when its convenient
I'm sorry Kaylie, I know you hate me
But you should know that, I didn't do anything

And I know what's wrong
I think I know what's wrong

I'm not a lover, I'm just a woman
My friends are perfect
They have apartments
Direct me kindly, before I pass out
Before I'm dying

And I know what's wrong
I think I know what's wrong

I got mascara
'Cause when I wear it, people like me, people see me
I did my eyebrows, just like I used to
When I was happy
When I was pretty
When I was pretty