Honestly

Honestly - i don't get it
Thought i am young, thought i am free
Honestly - so how come that i am never carefree
Can i just for once put all my hopes and fears
On you
Borrow me your lightness and lend me your clear view
Is this something you would do?

Actually - i don't fall for something easily
Offer me - the big secret
Can you teach me how to feel
I am never satisfied
No matter where i go
Longing to belong somewhere
But so it's so hard to show
What am i supposed to do?

Honestly - i wanna find you, wanna be with you feel you
But certainly - i'm afraid though this will never work for me

Is this heavy path i'm on right?
Will there be relief?
Tell me (to) remain true to myself is the best way to so see things clear - that is all i wanna hear

Bridge:
Why seem everyone
Out there so different from me
Am i only blind-eyed?
I can't stand the company but being always on your own ...it just doesnt feel right

Honestly - since you've been asking
I am craving constantly
Appearently - i need more than more, more than than someone to be lucky
Maybe im a loner but i know im not left alone
I could take a chance on hope
Different eyes provide a different view
Guess it's the one thing i can do