Grow Out Of It

I dress all my fears in camouflage
Hard to know what's real and what is not
Run away to lose my train of thought
It always finds a way of catching up

Now I'm turning twenty-three
Still working out who I should be
And I wonder if I'll ever fit the shoes picked out for me

And I thought that I'd grow out of it
And sometimes, could've sworn I almost did
And every time I'm starting to change
I get so close and get in my way
What if I, I never grow out of it?

I guess there comes a point you come to terms
It's just the part of me that I'm still learning
Sometimes, I just wish it didn't hurt
Maybe then I'd be a different person

Still hope by twenty-four or -five
I won't be anxious all the time
'Cause I've never felt so far away
For somewhere down the line

And I thought that I'd grow out of it
And sometimes, could've sworn I almost did
And every time I'm starting to change
I get so close and get in my way
What if I, I never grow out of it?

What if I don't grow?
What if I, what if I
What if I can't grow?
What if I, what if I
What if I don't grow?
What if I, what if I
What if I can't grow
Grow out of it?