lost it all

I'm setting fire to every memory
I can't stop crying myself to sleep
Closed eyes but still you follow me
Mm
I guess time isn't what I need
'Cause this time it was real for me
Afraid I won't ever heal from this

Pretending I don't need you here
'Cause telling the truth just hurts so much for me to admit

And I can't take hearing you say
That you don't want me for one more day
It kills me to know you have another life
With somebody else, instead of our own
How many days, how many nights
Did you not wanna wake up by my side
I gave you all of me, for what
'Cause now I lost it all
Oh-oh
Oh-oh

Creating lies and possibilities
That you'd find me in an ocean deep
But your mind's made up and I can't breathe
Mm
I fantasized you always loving me
Did my mind see what they wanna see?
'Cause then I'll never heal from this

And I can't take hearing you say
That you don't want me for one more day
It kills me to know you have another life
With somebody else, instead of our own
How many days, how many nights
Did you not wanna wake up by my side
I gave you all of me, for what
'Cause now I lost it all
Oh-oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh