Dreamstorm

Evening again and altered state
Present brings in hopelessness
Existance is just a joke of life
I hope to have brought through or die

Look at me, friend from the mirror
Do you think I'm tired? Yeah?
Don't be silly, little billy!
This is the night for thought!

"You can't keep pace with everything"
"I'm looser, bummer, garbage!"
"You should commit suicide, death is beautiful"
"Each passing hour shortens my life..."

Bang your head and laugh
This always helps against the dreams
Drink more, smoke more my friend
Shake up the brain and slaughter beast!

Last stand at hill of despair
My soul is corroded by the voids
Leave me alone! Just keep off from me!
Is this a real vision of the end?

Rampant desires and messy wishes,
Legions of perverted fancies,
Mental alienation, paranoid ideas,
I'm totally kept in a dreamstorm

Have you ever wondered how to celebrate your own death?
Cannibal killer murdered again after mental care failures
Heroic nurse saves five year old from pedophile attack
Bus stop arsonist wants mental help!

"Death, death", - sounds in head,-
"To place a bomb under the bed"
Kick'n'knock breaks my temple
Hate in my veins!

Neverending story...
Want to sleep without dreams!
Want to live without fears!
Want to die without illusions!

Rampant desires and messy wishes,
Legions of perverted fancies,
Mental alienation, paranoid ideas,
I'm totally kept in a dreamstorm

Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!

Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!