Bleeding

I tried to paint the perfect picture
I tried to make it include you
You poked a hole in the sky and sucked all my anger away
I gave you my lies and I believed them too
I gathered my trust and I put it all in you
I must admit I gave myself to you

I try to focus on a light but the bed and the room still spin
And guess I should have known how this was going to end

You held me in your arms it makes me laugh
Then you reached around and put knife in my back
You left me there blending in that bed
Sweet visions of you fading in my head
I'm never alone except when I'm awake
You held me close and gently turned the blade, the blade

I try to focus on a light but the bed and the room still spin
And I guess I should have known how this was going to end

I no longer care about the blade
Just sit back and enjoy the mess you made
I don't need anymore, I don't feel anymore
I don't care anymore, just leave
You mean nothing to me, you mean nothing to me, just leave

I turned around to wipe away my tears
And I aged a thousand years

I try to focus on the light but the bed and the room still spin
And I guess I should have known how this was going to end
I tried to keep you clean for me but somehow the dirt got in
And I guess I should have known how this was going to end