My Innocence

No, I don't give a fuck about who I was in a past life
I'm just sitting right here, tryna conquer my fears as they pass by
I'll make the excuse that maybe I was abused
Or maybe then I'd have to actually believe it this time
So, tell me who I'm supposed to call when I'm sick of it all
And half of my friends have died

Oh, can you hear the change in my voice
As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void?
It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence
What do I do when the drugs don't work?
The smoke's burning holes in all my shirts
I can't hide behind all my innocence, my innocence

And people wonder where I disappear just to reappear
It's a part of my shame that I carry every day 'cause I hate it here
And you'd think, by now, I'd hate the terrible sound of letting down every woman that I've kept around
But I can't be soothed when I'm walking in shoes that've never felt the ground

Oh, can you hear the change in my voice
As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void?
It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence
What do I do when the drugs don't work?
The smoke's burning holes in all my shirts
I can't hide behind all my innocence, my innocence

My world is burning
But that ain't gonna stop it from turning
So, I just gotta get over my shit
Oh, can you hear the change in my voice
As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void?
It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence

Hear the change in my voice
As I'm calling out, tryna fill the void
It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence
What do I do when the drugs don't work?
The smoke's burning holes in all my shirts
I can't hide behind all my innocence, my innocence