Not In The Mood To Live

I feel it comin' today
No bitter pills, just shallow hills
Dead set to fade away
I guess it's time for me
To boldy go, so comatose
I just forget to be
So many reasons not to fight, I won't resist
It's easier than this

I surrender to the current
Let the water pull me in
Oh, I promise I will continue
But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live

I know it's startin' today
The heaviness of all of this can take a lot away
And when it gets on to me
The only thing that I can do is simply wait and see
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die, or breathe, or move
I just wanna live, wanna live to see

I surrender to the current
Let the water pull me in
Oh, I promise I will continue
But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live

I surrender to the current
Let the water pull me in
Oh, I promise I will continue
But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live
I'm not in the mood to live