ON THE OUTSIDE

Am I spinning?
No I'm upside down
Feel my feet on the ground
And if I listen I can hear that sound
As it's screaming out loud
Cold sheets wrapped around me
Oh this bed, this bed, it feels empty
And I can't help it
I'm feeling guilty
I push away, away all that love me
All that love me

Oh, question myself once again
Talked with my ego and ask where it ends
'Cause I'm so tired of this
I'm so tired of this
'Round and around in my head
No one to talk to in this loneliness
I'm so tired of this
I'm so tired of all of it

I switch positions
I'm on the outside now
Looking down on a crowd
And what a vision
All the love goin' round
All the love goin' round
Holding, I hold my breath
24 years and I'm lost in the depths of it
In the depths of it

Oh, question myself once again
Talked with my ego and ask where it ends
'Cause I'm so tired of this
I'm so tired of this
'Round and around in my head
No one to talk to in this loneliness
I'm so tired of this
I'm so tired of all of it