Well i tried

There's something severing
My sense of everything
Those nights I'm called in sick
'Cause I had too much to drink
Those nights I stayed up late
Just to see her face
And through the blue light
Everything just felt right

I know that I would be okay if I was
To just try and move on
I feel like that's no fun
Well, I tried at least once
It felt like a sunk cost
Well, I tried but I'm not really here
Yeah, I'm gone

I opened what I thought
Was yet another door
I hated what I saw
Again the void had swallowed whole
The land and at the shore
I tried to swim away
Right back to the blue light
And everything felt right, right

I know that I would be okay if I was
To just try and move on
I feel like that's no fun
Well, I tried at least once
It felt like a sunk cost
Well, I tried but I'm not really here
Yeah, I'm gone