Happy Without Me

I've been beat up, I've been broken
I've been searching for a lighthouse in the open
Holding on to bad emotion
But your words are just a droplet in the ocean

You know it's true
Hoping one day it gets better
I've been waiting for forever, stuck on you
But now I know where I'm going for the first time

I see heartache in the distance
Trouble in the dark
Throwing stones along the river
They'll never get that far
If loving you's the reason
I'm drowning in the sea
Then maybe being happy
Is finding another happy without me
(Finding another happy without me)

I've been dreaming we were golden
Then I wake in a sweater, now I'm hopeless

Yeah, you know it's true
Hoping one day it gets better
I've been waiting for forever, stuck on you
But now I know where I'm going for the first time

I see heartache in the distance
Trouble in the dark
Throwing stones along the river
They'll never get that far
If loving you's the reason
I'm drowning in the sea
Then maybe being happy
Is finding another happy without me
(Finding another happy without me)

If loving you's the reason
I'm drowning in the sea
Then maybe being happy
Is finding another happy without me