all in all

Why'd you put me alone in this world with you?
I'm so sick of all the lies and the shit that you do
(Why'd you put me alone in this world with you?)
(I'm so sick of all the lies and the shit that you do)

Every time I pick my phone up, it's another problem
That's why I don't answer or pick up whenever she calls
I'm so sick of all of her bullshit and all of her drama
I can't even fall in love with this girl ever at all

Now I'm laying on my bedroom floor
My revolver's at my head
I'm 'bout to paint myself all over the walls
I try to play it cool and seem like I'm always unbothered
But, it all just rips right through me

And I hate who you want me to be
How you want me to look
How you want me to talk so clearly
I hate how you want me to sing
How you want me to dress
All the pressure starts to kill me

All in all
Nothing ever changes, you still
Call and call
And I'm laying on my floor praying you'll stop

I light a cigarette, I put on a record and face it
I would never be half of anybody that I love
No matter how hard that I'm trying, I feel like I'm wasting all my time
And I should blow my head clean off

Why'd you want me to be
Someone that you love?
Someone that would never feel like me?
You wanted me dead
You said I'm enough
You act like your love was all for free

(And I) hate who you want me to be
How you want me to look
How you want me to talk so clearly
I hate how you want me to sing
How you want me to dress
All the pressure starts to kill me

All in all
Nothing ever changes, you still
Call and call
And I'm laying on my floor praying you'll stop

Why'd you put me alone in this world with you?
I'm so sick of all the lies and the shit that you do
(Why'd you put me alone in this world with you?)
Oh, the shit that you do, you do, you do
(I'm so sick of all the lies and the shit that you do)
The shit that you do