Spiral Trance

Screaming the way I need
Shocking beyond belief
Held down
Of getting down the
SPIRAL TRANCE
A descending obscure state
To a blurred lower stage
Systematic conduct
Methodical stream
Held down
My mind awaits the implosion
Going down through the spiral alone
Between dive and crash
An unpleasant path
Helical
Courses coiling around me
Suffocating
In a dream killing spree
Sinking fast
In a piercing blast
Caged and bound
Being forced
Into the ground
Enforced by the body weight
That imprisoned all my hate
Anesthetized the fallen past
Senseless Existence
Now feeding from revenge
Downward spiral
Transitory lack of strength
To release omnipotence
Now I'm rising, to excrete
All my anger underneath
"My skin…
Underneath my skin
Now I can feel
All the hatred
Caustically enclosed
(Bitterly confined)
Evolving to discharge…"
What i've lost
I will no longer need
just want you to feed
My dry and thirsty mind
With the horrors
That I will grind
Bleed
Languidly
Burst
In agony
There you lie
In your grave
Merely a pile of your body waste
(This… harsh)