All Of You, From Me

What would I do without your ghost
Still hear your laugh in every note
You left a storm inside my chest
Now I can't breathe, I can't forget

I gave you all of me
You gave up easily
Now I'm alone with all your scars
Talking to shadows in the dark

I used to be your light, your fire
Now I'm just the smoke that’s rising higher

'Cause all of me
Still aches for all of you
I drown in memories
And there's nothing I can do
You loved me once
But now you're just
Someone I can't hold on to
You took my heart
And left me torn in two

Sometimes I reach out in my sleep
Still call your name, but it's too deep
You were the song I used to sing
Now you're the silence in everything

I gave you all the broken parts
You watched me fall, then let me start
To disappear without goodbye
Now every “hello” feels like a lie

And now the lights are fading
My soul is barely waiting
To find a trace of who I was
Before I gave you all my love

'Cause all of me
Still bleeds for all of you
You’re in the air I breathe
But I can't feel the truth
You held me close
But now you’re just
A wound I keep walking through
You were my everything
Now you're someone I once knew
Why did you choose my father and not me?