My Hair Holds Memories

Am I too feminine to keeping score?
Or just someone they just abhor?
What if I’m not a man anymore?
Where’s the end of this inner war?

They told me that I look different
A new version more confident
But I kinda regret it
An atitude so imprudent

I did it because I love him
And secrets kisses at the gym
The shame under my skin
Is the price of this sin

I was holding this scissor with pain
While my curls were fading away
I’m crafting some new melodies
'Cause my hair holds memories

Holding this mask again
And lying that I’m still sane
Smoking is like a remedy
'Cause my hair holds memories

Could this be an identity crisis
My new version is outrageous
An environmental virus
Where sadness is contagious

I just don’t understand
The way I was abducted
My ego is out of command
Skip another pill and I’ll be corrupted

I was holding this scissor with pain
While my curls were fading away
I’m crafting some new melodies
'Cause my hair holds memories

Holding this mask again
And lying that I’m still sane
Smoking is like a remedy
'Cause my hair holds memories

I was holding this scissor with pain
While my curls were fading away
I’m crafting some new melodies
'Cause my hair holds memories

Holding this mask again
And lying that I’m still sane
Smoking is like a remedy
'Cause my hair holds memories