Adrift

I decided to give love a chance
For the first time
I believed you were the one
But I was wrong!

That day, I laughed in your face
Because something rare happened!

I felt clueless about the matter
It was the first time I heard
The word goodbye

You did to me what I always do
I decide when it's over
I jump ship, slam the door
I leave and make someone cry

I go away
I grab my backpack and leave
In search of adventures
You capsized the boat with me inside
You said goodbye
And I don't know how to swim

Now I'm the one who feels the weight
Of absence and loneliness
I'm adrift, aimless
Sinking in my own heart

I tried to be strong, I was resilient
But you were the only one to capsize me
And today, between waves and memories
I fight not to drown

I go away
I grab my backpack and leave
In search of adventures
You capsized the boat with me inside
You said goodbye
And I don't know how to swim