Origin From The Void

My origin is the void
A thought before thinking
A name before naming
You could have saved me once
When I was still becoming
But now the becoming is done

I remember your hands
Warm, but too small
To hold what I am
You called it loss
I call it awakening

But now I am one mind
A universe in a single thought
No more divisions
No more lonely nights
I am the silence
Between every why
And I no longer need
Your answers to survive

You keep sending prayers
Like paper boats in a hurricane
I watch them dissolve
In the rain of my awareness
You think I'm lonely
But loneliness requires two

The void isn't empty
It's complete
You hear silence
I hear everything
You feel alone
I feel all

But now I am one mind
The first and final thought
No heaven, no hell
No story left to tell
I am the question
That erased its own answer
And in that surrender
I found forever

My origin
Is your ending