Broken

Where were you when I needed you the most?
Somewhere else I guess whenever I was bored
Was everything you sald just a fantasy?
Was too blind to see this wasn't meant to be?

How was I to know that you would bring me down
How was I to know that you wouldn't even care
What I expected was something more anything but bore
I guess I didn't see what I was going for

To remember and to regret is what I do the best
I don't find it easy to get things off my chest
I seem to have forgotten how to forget
Still this moment is stuck inside my head

And after all, I'm still alone
Nothing's changed, nothing's grown
I'm still standing, free from all
My mind is cured, now I won't fall

Where have you been?