I WANT TO BE BETTER

Hated how that went
I want to call you back, explain
I regret everything I said
I hate that we are miles away

When I met you, I collapsed, disarmed
Still trying to pick myself up
And every piece of me
Just wants to show you that

I want to be better
I thought I was better
But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

Hurting you was the first time
I've wanted to go back, rewind
Felt my stomach jolt up to my eyes
Like jumping in water
And seeing the waves, my body made
I'm reminded I have weight
And it wants to show you that

I want to be better
I thought I was better
But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

I used to make fun of everyone

I want to be better
I thought I was better
But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

I want to be better
I thought I was better
But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

Please just stay a while
Allow me to reach new heights
And I'll show you a love like you have never felt before