Will It Ever

Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na

Put a knife in my back, put a bruise in my heart
From the tears when we laughed to the day we fell apart
Stole cologne, left the stress
Now you wear me like a scar, love to make me feel depressed
Now I keep it in a jar for my worst days
Still dying to forget you like you did my birthday
Walking around the house like it's just another Thursday
I won't stress it, been depressin' since the first grade
I'm yelling, fuck it, you ain't love me in the first place
I've been tweaking since the last time leaves had all settled
Now I smoke, trying to get higher than falsetto
Cutting deep with that tone, pull strings, they all cello
Thorn in my hip, wish roses were all pedals
Oh, she must love the sound of a dial tone
She don't love me, really, she just scared to die alone
Begging for me back, thought about it, but I don't know

Will it ever feel the same
I feel my heart beats skip when I hear your name
Will it ever feel the same
I feel cold and numb when I see your face
Will it ever feel the same
Same like when we kissed under the stars

You know the same like sneaking out to sleep in the car
You know the same like your parents saying we won't get far
You know the same like laughing until breathing got hard
I'm talking way back before I thought I'd make it as a star
I'm talking way back before life had tore us all apart
Before my first love I was only scared of the dark
You put light in my chest had me feeling Tony Stark
And now I'm numb when I see your face
My tongue swells when I talk so it's harder to say
All the things like I miss you and I hope you're okay
But I'm knowing we won't make it and it's hurting my days
I loved to lie as a kid and just say you're a phase
Because my insecurities would make me feel so afraid
So beg for me back, make it last and I hope it'll change

But will it ever feel the same
I feel my heart beat skip when I hear your name
Will it ever feel the same
I feel cold and numb when I see your face
Will it ever feel the same
I feel my heart beats skip when I hear your name
Will it ever feel the same
I feel cold and numb when I see your face
Will it ever feel the same
I feel my heart beats skip when I hear your name
Will it ever feel the same
I feel cold and numb when I see your face
Will it ever feel the same