bad decision!

I'm a bad decision
For you to be making
I'm a bad lover
I'd be a better mother

If I got the chance
If I got the chance
If I got the chance

I get older but I don't get any wiser
I'd read your letters
As if it brings us closer
And I'll watch you quietly
I wish I knew how to leave
I'd give you everything

If I got the chance
If I got the chance
If I got the chance

If I got the chance I'd make a promise that I can keep
We could give it just one try and then not speak
I've never been one to ask for anything
But if I got the chance
I'd let you in and let you breathe my everything

But I'm a bad decision
I know that's what your thinking
But you're a bad influence on my entire being
That wouldn't stop me from holding you tightly
I'd count your freckles
Like constellations

If I got the chance
If I got the chance
If I got the chance