I Don't Really Want This Anymore

Sitting here all alone on my phone
Acting composed and shit
Distant and I know that you know
I'm tiptoeing around it
Invite me over, now we're sober
Usually you don't go for girls like me
Your friends are asking if we'll last and now you're acting
Too cool for me

I don't really want this anymore
It's only when we're fucking that I'm not bored

Wish I'd have hit refresh
Seen you're obsessed with protecting that ego, damn
Bigging up your chest
Think I'm blessed in your presence I know
You say how much you love my touch
But usually you don't go for girls like me
Kinda fucked up, lust over love, I know I'm just your
Church girl fantasy

I don't really want this anymore
It's only when we're fucking that I'm not bored
I don't really want you anymore
Feel like I was better off before

I don't really want this anymore
It's only when we're fucking that I'm not bored
I don't really want you anymore
Feel like I was better off before