Unalive (10 Of Swords)

Why do I try
I can't help sometimes
I feel so unalive

Just a shell of who I was
What I've seen has torn me up
All I do is run and run
I can't escape who I've become
I feel it in my chest
I wish I could forget
A memory of who I was
Is all that I have left

And I can't breathe
(I try and try but never getting it right)
Lost a part of me
(I toss and turn it happens every night)

Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive

Like a zombie
Decaying
My heart beat is fading
Paranoid I'm close to death
My life is hanging by a thread
Dead man
Walking
The reapers been calling
I can feel this is the end
Guiding me up to the edge

And now I can't breathe
(I try and try but never getting it right)
Lost a part of me
(I toss and turn it happens every night)

Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive

Breaking down I'm such a tragedy
Paranoid that someone's out for me

Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
Why do I try
I can't help myself sometimes
I feel so unalive
(I try and try but never getting it right)
I feel so unalive