i never did (feat. days to waste)

Say you tryna cope, but you never did, you never did, you never did
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did

Long talks on the weekends
Know I gotta wake up I can feel it
And I know that your face is a dream and
I'm never getting up, my body felt so stuck

Feel like I'm tripping over everything
I can't see in front of me
Terrified of all the lying melodies you gave to me
Laying in your linen sheets
I can't ever fucking sleep
Maybe every once in awhile you just come and lay with me

Say you tryna cope, but you never did, you never did, you never did
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did
Grown so tired and I can't believe that
You'd blow fire to all of our secrets
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did

We held each other close, so weak
Your eyes made it so hard to speak, yeah
That summer was the end of me
For years I found it hard just to breathe at all

Say you tryna cope, but you never did
Kind of late now, but I'm sorry
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did
I'm sorry that I put it all on me

Now I'm breaking all the walls down
Building up my letdowns
Building up a let down
Never meant it

Say you tryna cope, but you never did, you never did, you never did
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did
Grown so tired and I can't believe that
You'd blow fire to all of our secrets
Said I wouldn't go and I never did, I never did, I never did

Now I'm breaking all the walls down
Building up my letdowns
Building up a let down
Never meant it