Fading Into The Smoke

Fading out, I'm drowning in the smoke
Too many pills, my mind broke
I'm talking to myself, but it's a joke
Sick of this life, can't cope

I'm fading, can't feel a thing
Lost in the haze, don't know my name
These drugs just numb the pain
But it's a game I'll never win

Mirror's cracked, reflection's lost
I'm a ghost in the crowd, paying the cost
Can't trust the thoughts, they twist and toss
Chasing escape, but I'm just a lost cause

I scream for help but no one hears
My own voice, just a whisper of fears
I'm chasing the high, but it disappears
Like smoke in the wind, it vanishes here

I'm fading, can't feel a thing
Lost in the haze, don't know my name
These drugs just numb the pain
But it's a game I'll never win