Not my Friends

It be so bad
To want to be held
By another man
Other than him

'Cause there's a space existing
Needs to be pursued
A joke on stage in Brighton
About daddy issues

And everybody cares so
With prospects looking good
Faith in manifesting
It's not unconditional

Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure

Of being everything
When you're not supposed to
Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be alone

I wanted to be held
After the show
Scanned the room for options
But they're not my friends

Always crave connection
And now I understand
Why I let him inside me
When I really hated him

Needed to feel wanted
It's not about sex
Do as you please just hold me
And I'll forget the rest

Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure

Of being everything
When you're not supposed to
Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling of it

Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure
Of being everything
When you're not supposed to

Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be alone
'Cause I can't bear the feeling
No I can't bear the feeling

Don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna be alone
'Cause I can't bear the feeling
No I can't bear the feeling

Don't leave me alone too long
I can't bear the feeling
Can I cry in front of you
Can you handle the pressure

Of being everything
When you're not supposed to