God, I'm Toxic

Missed texts haunt my phone again
Retail therapist, I'm spent
And I wish I didn't fuck up, every time I said I've grown up
Can't help that I'm so self obsessed

Still drunk on the bathroom floor
Cut my hair when I get bored
Think I'm an emotional masochist it doesn't get better than this

Can't stop it
It's chronic
God I get so toxic
I might be
Neurotic
But I'm fucking fine I promise
Self inflicted misery, my own casualty
Can't resist this, let me be a tragedy

Wasting away between my sheets
Got time to kill but not to sleep
Wish I could put my phone down, addicted to the burnout
My self-control is obsolete

Still drunk on the bathroom floor
Cut my hair when I get bored
Think I'm an emotional masochist it doesn't get better than this

Can't stop it
It's chronic
God I get so toxic
I might be
Neurotic
But I'm fucking fine I promise
Self inflicted misery, my own casualty
Can't resist this, let me be a tragedy

Can't stop it
It's chronic
God I get so toxic
I might be
Neurotic
But I'm fucking fine I promise
Self inflicted misery, my own casualty
Can't resist this, let me be a tragedy