Like I do

Do you hurt like I do
When you look at me?

I trace your name
In the frost on the glass
Staring through winters
I'll never get back
I see you in strangers
I hear you in dreams
But you're always just
Out of reach

You left your gifts
And cross on the floor
Like you knew you weren't
Coming back anymore
Now I sleep in a bed built for two
Drowning in dreams
That still smell like you

I tore myself apart
To be close to your skin
I had the best intentions
You're my favorite sin
In my visions, I see that place
One last midnight
One last mistake

I would've killed myself
If it meant that I could hold you
Lost inside of the page
No one can turn like you do
When you left like you did
I knew I was done with you
And when you look at me
I hope you hurt like I do