Am I Alive

When it shakes your bones is it alright?
When the closet door is the only source of light?
And the whole ride home you were mine
Till the front door closes leavin' me to fight

Back all these things that I've been feelin'
Like a lost cause
When I know you're trying hard to make me right
And I'm holding out my hand to you

But you slip right through my fingers
And I need you to reassure me I'm alive
Am I alive

Can you take me home, if it's alright?
I can't look away but I don't wanna meet your eyes
I wish I'd been a little more careful
With the things I chose to give away

But if I can't make this up to you I'll
Find some way to make it through these feelings
Like a lost cause
When I know you're trying hard to make me right

And I'm holding out my hand to you
But you slip right thru my fingers
And I need you to reassure me I'm alive
Am I alive

I hear them whisper so softly
Tellin' me not hold my breathe
They're closer
The demons
And I can't fight 'em off without you I've been feelin'

Like a lost cause
When I know you're working hard to make me right
And I'm holding out my hand to you
But you slip right thru my fingers
And I need you to reassure me I'm alive
Am I alive