Letters 2 Eternity

Eternity
If you read my letter, I
Want you to know something
I know one day

I will be gone from here
And I wish I didn't leave anything behind
But now my trace is already drawn with blood

In their memories
I'm a monster
If that's how I'll be remembered
I'll be honest

I wish what I write in my story
Would be written in pencil
So I can erase anything

But now I am asking
If it is written in pen
Will it be better if I
Just tear this page out?

Eternity
If you read my letter, I
Want you to know something

Now that I
Write my memoirs
They're empty and they all are not enough
To cover just one page

In their memories
I am nothing
If that's how I'll be remembered
I'll be honest

I wish what I write in my story
Could be fully rewritten
So I can just add anything
But now I am asking

If it's written in pen
Will it be better if I
Just throw it away?

Now that I
Write my memoirs
They're full of this painful truth

That I would never want
To write
About myself

I wish what I write in my story
Would be written in pencil
Not in indestructible ink
Of eternity

If it can't be erased
Will it be better if I
Just tear this page out?