Heaven Closes Doors

I'm trying to be a better man
But I don't know how
I'm trying to stand up
But it's so lovely on the ground
And every departure is a pill I can't digest
So I'm picking up the rubble just to see what all is left

There's a hole in my heart
And it's shaped like You
Feel like I'm falling apart
But something's pulling me through
Yeah, we were riding a ride just to see where it goes
The highest of highs met the lowest of lows
There's no point in trying to change where the wind blows
Heaven closes doors just to open a window

I'm tryna find some better luck
On the cusp of a breakdown
And I hear that everything that's gone comes back
Like life is some merry-go-round
And every departure is a pill I can't digest
So I'll wrestle with the rubble just to see if I've got anything left

There's a hole in my heart
And it's shaped like You
Feel like I'm falling apart
But something's pullin' me through
Yeah, we were riding a ride just to see where it goes
The highest of highs met the lowest of lows
There's no point in trying to change where the wind blows
Heaven closes doors just to open a window

Up till it goes back down
Seems like the slightest course correction
Changes the direction
Fizzles me out
What goes up, comes back around
I've been so blinded to the changes
And hiding from the placement of now, now, now

There's a hole in my heart
And it's shaped like You
Feel like I'm falling apart
But something's pulling me through
Yeah, we were riding a ride just to see where it goes
The highest of highs met the lowest of lows
There's no point in trying to change where the wind blows
Heaven closes doors just to open a window