Difficult Love

I set our relationship on fire
And I'm not sorry
I watched you linger
And go into darkness
Inside my fears
You grew up slowly
One of my worst crimes
Was not to have noticed

Standing next to a phone
Waiting for your call
I was a little remiss with you
I know
Love has become kinda difficult
It's hard to sleep
When I'm waiting for a call

Because time to time
I'm trying to love
Someone who will never return
Bit by bit
I will hate you enough

So I learn
I was so remiss with you
Put myself in first place
And forgot about you

But if I show up at your door
With a big cake saying happy birthday
March fifteenth
When I watched you sleep
Turning nineteen

Standing next to a phone
Waiting for your call
I was a little remiss with you
I know
Love has become kinda difficult
It's hard to sleep
When I'm waiting for a call
Because time to time
I'm trying to love
Someone who will never return
Bit by bit
I will hate you enough

And when I see your face
I lose the desire to sleep
To exist
Of being someone depends and unique
You have this control over me
I see
But all these feelings
I feel like they're going to explode on me

Because time to time
I'm trying to love
Someone who will never return
Bit by bit
I will hate you enough
Time to time
I'm trying to love
Someone who will never return
Bit by bit
I will hate you enough
(I will hate you enough)

Standing next to a phone
Waiting for your call
I was a little remiss with you
I know
Love has become kinda difficult
It's hard to sleep
When I'm waiting for a call
Because time to time
I'm trying to love
Someone who will never return
Bit by bit
I will hate you enough