when i'm sober i remember

If I take the mask off it turns out that I'm ugly
Would you still love me
I think I'm fucking ugly
I've took knives to the spine you can't feel it when you hug me

It's a mental type of pain
Keeps me up at night trust me
She asked if I was crazy
I told her bat shit lil ghost coming up

I think it's cool but I'm past this
I'm just tryna reach the lost souls in the back
Bitch I know what it's like to wanna die
And not have shit

If I take the mask off it turns out that I'm ugly
Would you still love me
I think I'm fucking ugly
I've took knives to the spine you can't feel it when you hug me

It's a mental type of pain
Keeps me up at night trust me
Off-white sprinkled on the dope
And my dope supreme

Every time I'm sober girl
I feel so fucking ugly
When I'm sober I remember skin and bones
So I shiver

When the ghost walk by
She asked if I was crazy
I told her bat shit lil ghost coming up
I think it's cool but I'm past this

I'm just tryna reach the lost souls in the back, bitch
I know what it's like to wanna die
And not have shit