Sick Of Will

Can't ever win against my sin
I find I'm made of dust again
Look away, from evil displays
Shadows on your walls come from my eyes

If I could only be, if I could only be your master
You'll torture me until the day I die, to you
If I could only learn to ignore myself and let you burn away
Save myself from your decay

Leave me every time I'm up, you come to hold me down, hold me
I see I've got nothing left to me, show you now, show you

Want to decide to commit willicide
I chew the chains I'm wrapped in again
In my dream, see what I've seen
The Sun will dry you up and burn the dead away

If I could only be, if I could only be your master
Oh, no, I know I'll never be
If I could only learn, to ignore myself and let you burn away
Save myself from your decay