Lost at 2AM

It's 2 AM and I'm thinking of you
Why can't I let you go?
I'm lost, my dear

I'm sorry, I only wanted you
I swore, I swore I would stay
Why do I care so much?
What the hell happened here?

Why would I even want you?
Why the hell would I keep those memories?
Your actions told me long ago
And I'm still bleeding

I want her back, the one I knew
Not this stranger I see in you
I just wanna see her
You can't just break her down

Confess your sins, I tried
I ignored your flaws while you ignored me
Why did you do this?
I hate you for this

You were out there laughing loud
While my heart was turning red
I was crying in my bed
You were gone, I stayed true

Your actions are cruel, you call that mature
Playing grown-up
But the truth, my dear, you just misunderstood
And I don't need the comfort of any lies

I want her back, the one I knew
Not this stranger I see in you
I just wanna see her
You can't just break her down

It's 2 AM, I'm still awake
I could have found out, I could have done something
Is it too late to start over?

You never cared about me
Do you really think you need it?
You hurt me a lot, but I tried to be good

Why did you become like this?
You hurt me, and you hate my reactions
But I just don't like lies
Who said I want you?
'Cause I don't need the comfort of any lies

I want her back, the one I knew
Not this stranger I see in you
I just wanna see her
You can't just break her down like that, my dear