Staring At The Ceiling

When I, I lay awake at night
I get upset, I wonder why
Try not to cry
Try again, try again, but no reply

Tell myself: Write it down
Ok, cry it out
'Cause what is there left to talk about
Phone a friend, then hang up
Before they pick it up
I'm losing my mind tonight

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
About to fall apart, you didn't mean it
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I lay awake at night just daydreaming
Deleting memories, I don't need them
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at thе ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Staring a- cеiling [reversed]
This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like
Staring at the ceiling
This is what it feels like

When I, I wanna close my eyes
They're like the stars up in the sky
I try all night
Try again, try again, they won't align

Tell myself it's okay
Don't like you anyway
But I know I'll change my mind again
Suddenly yesterday, seems so far away
I hope you reply tonight

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
About to fall apart, you didn't mean it
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I lay awake at night just daydreaming
Deleting memories, I don't need them
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

Staring a- ceiling [reversed]
This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like
Staring at the ceiling
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

And I, I lay awake at night, staring at the ceiling
(Try again, try again, try again, try again)
I'm losing my mind

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
About to fall apart, you didn't mean it
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I lay awake at night just daydreaming
Deleting memories, I don't need them
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling