just a name

I get lost in the memory
No matter how hard I try
Wish that I could explain it
How you're painted on my mind
I've been thinking about it
How it felt like you're miles away
For as long as I had you
I could never make you stay

Tired of overthinking
How did I get so caught up
In what was never meant for me?

I keep running round in circles
Tryna dance around the pain
I've rewritten all our moments
But they always feel the same
No I'm not afraid of closure
But I'm scared to walk away
So I'll keep running round in circles
Over and over again
Until you're just a name

Tell me how do you do it
Make it all seem so beautiful?
When you're giving me nothing
But I still had to lose it all

Tired of overthinking
How did I get so caught up
In what was never meant for me?

I keep running round in circles
Tryna dance around the pain
I've rewritten all our moments
But they always feel the same
No I'm not afraid of closure
But I'm scared to walk away
So I'll keep running round in circles
Over and over again
Until you're just a name

All my bruises feel so useless
When this pain won't fade away
Tell myself I'm okay losing you
Until I feel that way

I keep running round in circles
Tryna dance around the pain
I've rewritten all our moments
But they always feel the same
No I'm not afraid of closure
But I'm scared to walk away
So I'll keep running round in circles
Over and over again
Until you're just a name