Still Me

Every day something else falls apart in the house
Fix the sink then the lights burn out
Car crashed, rent due, rain in the ceiling
Smile outside but inside I'm bleeding
Everyone turned ghosts when the storms came in
Left me fighting wars I ain't choosing
Sitting in meetings with the noise in my head
Boss talking but my chest feel bruising
Hospital nights with the IV drip
Clock don't stop, I can't rest a bit
Life keep swinging, I just take that hit
Bend don't break, I refuse to quit
Pushed to the edge of who I am
No control but I trust the plan
World so cold but my heart still stand
Lost so much but I know I can

I'm still me
After everything
I break, I heal
Still me
Life gets hard, I let it be
Push me close, I don't freeze
To the limit, watch me be
Still me

Bills on the table like weights on my spine
Every second running out of time
No vacation from the pressure inside
Every sunrise another uphill climb
Bullied young, they laughed at the scars
Didn't see I was fighting in the dark
Now the pain turned fuel in my heart
Engine loud when I finally start
Lost a lover I thought would stay
Now his number just fades away
Had to learn some hearts don't stay
But I stayed me anyway
I been tested again and again
Closed doors shaped who I am
Nothing promised, nothing planned
Still I stand, still I stand

I'm still me
After everything
I break, I heal
Still me
Life gets hard, I let it be
Push me close, I don't freeze
To the limit, watch me be
I'm still me
Never change
Never break, I heal again
Still me
Life is good, I live in it
Push me back, I won't quit
To the limit, watch me win
Still me