It's Not Fair

So many nights I lie awake
Thinking which pill should I take
To suffocate the memories
Before they all devour me

You kill away the best part of me
I can't remember what it's like to breathe
You go on unphased, it's just so natural for you

Wreck my head, leave me for dead
You're gone and you're never to
Return meanwhile I am fighting for air
Clutching vacant memories

I envy you, must be nice
Slip away and not think twice
Staying here in my brain
When there's nothing left but pain

You burn away the best part of me
I can't remember what it's like to breathe
You go on unphased, it's just too natural for you

Wreck my head, leave me for dead
You're gone and you're never to return
Meanwhile I'm here fighting for air
Clutching vacant memories

It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair, you'd leave me stranded
No hope you'll be rescuing me
Just these God forsaken vacant memories

Scenarios consuming me
Crimson color's all I see
It's touching you, It's crushing me
All these thoughts won't let me be
And I can't go on living out here on my own
When you walk scott free with the best part of me

Wreck my head, leave me for dead
You're gone and you're never to
Return meanwhile I am fighting for air
Clutching vacant memories

It's not fair
It's not fair
It's not fair, you'd leave me stranded
No hope you'll be rescuing me
Just these God forsaken vacant memories