Somnambulate

And it goes back to where i always begin,
Keeping all my hopes up high.
There's just no chance too breath in,
And the moment's gone.
Can't cope with life no more,
So i close my eyes.
In hope of better days,
I close my eyes.
But days never comes,
They're just rushing by.
If i could i would change it all.
But i can't, and 'hope' keeps telling lies,
So i close my eyes.
And i know how it's supposed to end,
But i'm throwing myself in with all that i've got.
And when air is all i see, free falling will you catch me?
Cause i've put my trust in few,
Still those i love keep slipping through my fingertips.
Just cause i needed them more than they needed me,
All those i cared for is far out of reach.
In times of need, i'm left alone against the world.
Cursed.