I'm disappointed

I'm disappointed
I wanted to lie down in an endless field
You were perfect for me
For me

I don't even think I deserved it
Even though it's complicated
I ignored important things for this
Of me

And still things slipped away
I searched in every way
Now, just let me go okay
Please, I beg you, forget about me
About me
Never again, I'll be
I

I'm disappointed
I colored the colorless parts
And I always liked black and white

My comfort in the end is life
Running, eating or just driving
And you took these things and hurt me

And still things slipped away
I searched in every way
Now, just let me go okay
Please, I beg you, forget about me
About me
Never again, I'll be

I know I wasted my time with this book
But I learned from this story

And still things slipped away
I searched in every way
Now, just let me go okay
Please, I beg you, forget about me
Forget about me
Never again, I'll be
I