Am I Good Or Bad

Look into my eyes
And tell me what you see
Can you see the darkness in me
Or do you
Only see what you want to see

Look a little closer
Am I good or bad?
The melody I'm stuck inside
Lately tends to make me sad
And mad

Oh I wanna be the me
That you see
And not the one I feel
Please tell me what's the key
To learn to live in peace

So you looked into my eyes
And told me what you saw
The colors that got lost in time
To the shadows of relentless heavy thoughts

But still you see the me
The one I want to be
So promise that you'll stay
Don't leave me drowning
In my own dark, deep sea