Certain Kind of Love

I moved to the city, I'm missing my mother
The days are all blurry, one into the other
One year has passed, I hate all my friends
I love what I do and I hate how it ends
I have no defenses, I don't own a gun
I find myself wishing I could sleep with one
I don't trust nobody, I'm never alone but I'm always so lonely

My soul burns
And my heart hurts
For a certain kind of love
For a certain kind of love

I see my future, it's sparkling and bright
But I don't see a world where I turn twenty five
No one wants to hear that, I'd rather just lie
Tits out, I'm having the time of my life
'Cause when I am honest, it's four after one
These ugly confessions that torture my mind
The book I am writing, I don't want to read
It's so sad to me

My soul burns
And my heart hurts
For a certain kind of love
For a certain kind of love

I moved to the city, I'm missing my mother
The days are all blurry, one into the other
Just one year has passed and I hate all my friends and
I love what I do and I hate how it ends and
I have no defenses, I don't own a gun
I find myself wishing I could sleep with one
I don't trust nobody, I'm never alone, I'm always so lonely

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-ooh, ooh