Falling (How Do I?)

How do I
Walk beside you in the winter rain?
Without feeling something in me change
Oil colors fading out

How do I
Remember how to get to sleep again
How do I act like we're only friends
How will I forget you now

Suddenly I'm falling up
I'm somewhere in a summer sky
I struggle just to hold my ground
I'm waving but you walk on by

I just wanna watch you move slowly
I won't say anything
If you only knew
The power you have over me

How do I
Not take your memory with me everywhere
Waterfalls make up your darker hair
How do I forget to smile
How do I
Keep practicing this nonchalance
I can't tell you what I really want
Maybe I could make you mine

Suddenly I'm falling up
I'm somewhere in a summer sky
I struggle just to hold my ground
I'm waving but you walk on by

I just wanna watch you move slowly
I won't say anything
If you only knew
The power you have over me

How do I

Oh
It's like you've got my hands tied
To stay without you just don't feel right

Falling in down
I'm somewhere in a summer sky
I struggle just to hold my ground
I'm waving but you walk on by

And I wanna watch you move slowly
I won't say anything
If I only knew
How to get you close to me

How do I