Same vows that I keep on breaking
Same problems that I'll never go fix
All these walls that I keep on making
So I'll never let no one in
All the smoke that I keep inhaling
I know it kills me, but I can't quit
Now I wanna hurt you, baby
You try to love me, but I ain't shit

All these unanswered calls
Nobody cares at all
I turn my [?] off again

I wanna be your love, but I'm suffering
I won't pick up the phone, but I need a friend
I hate being in my head 'cause you don't understand
I don't want you to know that I'm suffering
But I'm suffering
(But I'm suffering)

Don't want you to see me like this
I don't want you to see all of the parts I hate
You deserve somebody that's fixed
Not somebody broken that you gotta change, baby, I'm afraid
'Cause I got bad habits, I got baggage
You could tell me you don't care and see the damage
All the bad shit, all the bags I don't want you to find

I wanna be your love, but I'm suffering
I won't pick up the phone, but I need a friend
I hate being in my head 'cause you don't understand
I don't want you to know that I'm suffering
But I'm suffering

And I don't wanna say, but it's killing me
I keep it on the low, keep it underneath
But everything keeps coming up
I'm suffering
I'll keep it to myself so you never see
And I don't need your help, I don't need a thing
I don't wanna keep hurting everyone
I'm suffering
(But I'm suffering)